The Devolvement
"Well, where the hell is she?"
Harmony asked, just in from his construction job. “Her car’s gone.” His raisin pupils were tucked into slits
passing for eyelids. He dipped his head under the cold water tap, shook it, and
mopped it with the dishtowel.
“She’s on the flat rock out back.” Delia
took the misused dishtowel from her husband's hand and chose a folded
replacement from a drawer.
“Hell, it’s a couple of football fields to
that rock. Delia, she’s sitting in the desert on a rock!”
“I can see her just fine with my
binoculars. She drove herself out
there. Since you fixed her truck in four
wheel low, it only goes five miles per hour.
Why are you so angry? You don't
even like my mother."
"What the hell is with your
family? How are you going to feel if
something happens to her?”
Your family.
"Look, I can't help that she decided
it was time to die. You’re the one who
said it was you or my mother. She's
eighty-eight years old and wants to die.
Anyway, she's got her car if she changes her mind." Besides, I really don't care what
she does any more.
She answered the ringing phone. "Delia!
Hi, George. Yes, I want to let
you know that our mother is...” she explained, paused. "Bye."
"That was doubtless your monosyllabic brother?"
Harmony said.
"I can't help it if he doesn't
talk." Is this pick on Delia day?
The phone rang again. "Delia!"
Harmony rubbed the top of his graying
crewcut and walked out the back door.
"Hi, Aunt Dottie. Yep, Mom’s on the rock...” she explained.
“Yep, George just called. No, your
sisters don't know yet. I'll call you tomorrow."
She looked down. No shoes.
She searched for them briefly, knowing she was late for her art
class. She ran to her Toyota .
The changeling flipflops materialized from
under the driver seat after she slammed on the brake at the art center. Jamming her toes in them, she dashed off.
* * *
Planes of back musculature on white paper
snapped into focus as she drew with charcoal.
Next time she wanted a model who looked like a God! She wanted definition--a workout junkie. Could she be a voyeur? She giggled.
Her cell phone rang. The instructor glared.
She fished in her purse with charcoal blackened fingers.
"Delia, where's your
mother?" Cousin Chloe asked.
"On that rock out back,” she almost
whispered. “Yes, I know it’s hot. She’s
got a parasol. How's your dad?"
“Oh my God, Delia, he got mad and left his
wicked witch second wife, but forgot why he was mad at her before he got here.
We've got to get her out of his house.
Uh, is your mom okay?"
"Yes.
I tried to talk her out of going so I'd have some time to get her some
Prozac or something, but she got in her car.
I followed.”
The other artists stared.
"Oh boy, and I thought we had problems
with my dad."
"I've gotta go. Sorry," Delia
said.
"What are we going to do with these
senile siblings?"
“Good question.” Delia turned back to her drawing.
Later at home, she glided into her
kitchen’s drifting fragrances. Cool tile
met her bare feet. “I smell tacos?”
"And pretty good ones, too."
Harmony relayed a bite of taco meat from his simmering skillet to her mouth.
"These may be the best tacos you ever
made.”
He smiled.
"Yep, I think so, too."
"Magic meat? Exotic spices? How'd you do it?" She pressed her front against his side.
"That's my little secret, and you are SOL ."
He grinned and slipped his arm around her shoulders.
Delia snuggled into his black T shirt
which smelled like cologne and cumin.
He planted a kiss on her forehead then
turned to his stovetop.
She grabbed her binoculars and looked
outside. Mom still on the rock, a portable canopy over her head. I wonder how that got there.
She
left Harmony with his taco meat and tiptoed into the master suite where she
found a demolition project.
"Eerk," she yelled to the kitchen. "What happened to my
fireplace in here?"
"Oh, yeah. It never looked right anyway. Should have been lower!”
She stared at the empty hole. "Shucks.
I liked my fireplace."
"Don't worry, I'll build you a better
one," he hollered.
So. Gain a taco, lose a fireplace. She mouthed to her image in her vanity
mirror, "If he wants to go through all that work, I guess I shouldn't
complain." She took a deep breath
and changed into a pair of Mexican peon pants and orange shirt. I liked my fireplace.
"Tacos for dinner? Alright!" Her grandson, Christopher had arrived from
the basement with his tuba slung over his shoulder. He wore an emblazoned band-of-the-week
shirt.
"Why do you have that monster at
home?" Some day he would discover
women and forget the tuba. His bold
copper hair, shocking blue eyes and chiseled chin would cause trouble soon
enough. Meanwhile he had his tuba.
"Huh? Oh. Gotta practice new liplocks." He sidled down the hallway like a sandcrab
with its shell.
Of course you do.
* * *
Delia attacked her new commissioned
painting. The client had seen one of Delia’s pictures at a local art show she
liked, but
wanted a larger one. It wasn’t Delia’s
normal impressionistic type of thing, had in fact been an experiment into
abstract painting but she was determined to give the woman what she wanted.
She worked from dark to light, all soft
edges on vibrant colors. The gesso
undercoating held well but the whole picture seemed to shimmer. Fluorescent confetti.
Sonesta stuck her head into the loft.
"Hi, Mom. Aunt Arlene and I went to
see grandma this afternoon."
"That's nice dear," Delia was thinking
purple but glanced up at her daughter.
"She's doing OK, in case you want to
know."
"Hmmm." How'd I do that anyway? A pool of color
had made its own shadow under a marquee
she’d added to the city street scene.
"She's not dead yet," Sonesta
tested. "I think it's going to take
a few more days."
"Of course it is, dear," Delia
mumbled, eyes on a drip.
"Mom!"
Delia looked up. "Why are you yelling
at me?”
"Because you're not listening!"
Delia set her brushes down, wiped the paint
drip off her the canvas with her pinkie.
"OK, I'm listening now. What
is it?”
“I thought you should know she'd like to
see you some time."
"She's only been out there for one
day."
"Yeah, but she didn't remember
that. She thought you took her out there
last week.”
Delia blanched. “Strange." A gray ball of guilt grew
quickly in her stomach.
“Maybe you should go get her."
"I don't want to go get her yet,"
Delia said. The guilt ball vibrated.
“Remember last month when she told the family that I stole all her money, that
I was going to make her go stay in an old folk’s home? She said she’d keep it up until I took her
out to sit on her stupid rock? Well, I
figure if she sits on that rock for a couple days, she'll get over it. She’s got plenty of food."
"It might rain.”
"The
desert rain table is about two inches per year."
“But it could rain."
"You don't want me to leave her out there, do
you?"
"It is a little weird, Mom."
"Well, you're right, of course, but
the woman is not insane."
"Daddy thinks she is. Aunt Clarice thinks she is. Uncle James says you should put her in an
assisted care facility."
"Honey, your grandmother hates
“nursing homes,” but is not crazy. I
have to respect her wishes. She loves
the desert—its heat, its dirt. Delia crossed
to her window, picked up her binoculars, checked her mother. A large dog sat
next to the woman under the canopy. Where did he come from?
"But she's a really old woman! She
shouldn't be driving either."
"Yes, she should—but only in the open
desert. Should I tell her she's useless and take away all her
independence?"
"No, but I wish she would act like a
grandmother is supposed to."
Delia gulped. "Like sitting in a
rocking chair and knitting, maybe?" How she had longed for a normal
mother. Not one who painted her house
rooms vivid fuchsia then bordered them with wild rose wallpaper that had made
Delia gasp when she was five.
Sonesta’s blue eyes softened a little. "Well, wouldn't it be nice to have just
one normal person in this family?"
A halo formed around the top of her wavy red hair.
"Your hair looks like red gold right
now. And the answer is, I'd get that for
you if I knew how."
"I love you, Mom."
A faint roar grew louder outside. Stopped.
Door slammed. Grandma entered the
kitchen with a large dog. “Me and my dog
want some ice.”
I know doggone well I commented on this! A nice excerpt and it needs to get finished!
ReplyDeleteYes you did. It was orginally going to be a novel. But I made it into a short story. And I thought the change in the grandma because of the arrival of the stray dog might carry the ending. She'd found something she needed to take care of instead of wanting to die. No?
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DeleteSorry for the deletion. What I said was: Yeah, I can see it as a short story. I think the scene breaks threw me off. That and the kind of sudden ending.
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